Somewhere between self-improvement and self-destruction — trying to stay balanced.
The gym helps the body, writing helps the mind. Both are therapy, just different kinds of pain.
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Weekend update: doing absolutely nothing.
No plans. Staying in. Cooking. Watching football.
Haven’t done this in a while.
Not visiting anyone. Not going anywhere.
The introvert in me missed this so much.
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Haven’t really written anything this year.
Funny, because it’s been quite an interesting one.
I guess I’ve slowly gone from writing my thoughts to posting them through pictures on Instagram. 😂
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Birthday today. Always been a day with mixed feelings.
Sometimes I struggle to let myself enjoy it — like I don’t deserve to.
But today was actually a good day.
Realized I’m surrounded by good people. Grateful.
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Almost died today.
Guy next to me didn’t secure his plates and his bar almost took me out.
Then I almost fainted doing legs.
What a Beautiful day!
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How’s the gym going?
Weighing my food whenever and wherever I can. Thinking in carbs, protein, and fats.
Never thought I’d be here 🙃
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First tweet of 2026: new level unlocked — when people think you’re on enhancements, but it’s really just two years of consistent gym work and bad sleep.
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So this just happened: I had to move a 90-kg, passed-out drunk guy from under my car as I was leaving the gym.
Very weird way to start the day haha.
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It’s wild how time flies. Nine years ago today, I might not have been here at all. And as I write this, I can’t help wondering if that’s good or bad.
Guess I’ve still got things to figure out.
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