as we know from ch229, he cares for furin. that’s why he decided to leave them, and disappear from their lives. i don’t think suo is like the rumoured jōhatsu, who’ve got nothing to return to. suo has a life and people that he loves. maybe, just maybe.. suo wants to be found.
end of thread! thank you for reading, and thank you foxoomf (@/chosoromis) for bearing with my rambling LMAO if you want peak suo analysis, check out their account 😈
the very important difference here is that suo sought out nirei. why would you still bother saying goodbye if you needed to vanish so badly? so there you have it- suo didn’t actually want to leave. he felt like he needed to, because he cared. +
he subconsciously made sure he had nothing like that, because no one knows him well enough to understand what he goes through. they know suo-san the furin student, not suo hayato the person. they don’t know sufang sunfei, the red chanpuru officer.
suo is like the jōhatsu in that he didn’t want to be found. he may not have been looking for a reset, but he is a fiercely independent person to the point that it’s detrimental. he doesn’t reveal his true feelings. nobody knows anything about him. he isn’t looking for support. +
one minute someone’s here, chatting and laughing like nothing’s wrong. the next, they’re gone. their house vacant, their calls unanswered. it’s like they were never there at all. you never noticed anything was wrong until it was too late.
how does this relate to suo? most obviously, he disappeared. phone calls go unanswered. his messages are unread. his address is an empty plot. he sends a withdrawal letter. he disappears so suddenly and so thoroughly that it takes sakura resorting to ENDO to find him.
i like that i talk about ql so much that my hit tweets are about ql and ppl like less on my male character tweets like yes i i managed to be an account that people like for my qiao ling simping
if you are not a grooming victim you need to stop joking about being groomed/people being groomers that shit will fuck you up forever and you will suffer every day from it it's not something you get to mock if you haven't gone through it
hi this is a reminder that if you dont associate with a person anymore / dropped them then you really shouldnt be spreading around their personal issues / business with other people who were not associated with them