when ur binging but ur broke so u just eating bullshit. genuine bullshit. shredded cheese out the fridge. toast without butter. just gaining off bullshit.
being disordered has made me overanalyze everyone else's body too, whenever I'm around anybody irl no matter who it is I'll compare myself to them and stare at their legs or arms, it's been like this for years
honestly so unfair how healthy bmi 16 looks for it being considered "extremely underweight" esp if ur short like i just looked normal even my grandpa was like "oh u gained weight well at least that means ur healthy" when i was on the higher end of bmi 16s like i was gen so chubby
when u reach ur goal weight 😂😂 and u don’t look how u imagined urself 😂😂😂😂 and you are disappointed 😂😂😂😂 so you have to keep losing weight 😂😂 and then u realize it was never about the weight 😂😂😂😂😂