sometimes i get very embarrassed looking at my tiktok because im like “wow people follow me because im pathetic” and then i remember its the internet
so is it ever all that serious
i lost all my friends when i gained weight.
not like i had many to start with but feeling fat and friendless is bringing me back to me in middle school all over again
@victimkun thank you for liking me for being dumb and not thin.
or at least liking me either way i wouldn’t blame you if you followed me because i posted disordered things.
that is what my life revolves around for the most part
i am too scared to post on my tiktok because i don’t think people would like me anymore now that im fat. i think most people followed me because i looked sick
i still want to look sick i am sick
im in outpatient and i feel RANK ! i might start ranting here again. ive barely posted on tiktok or anything even though its not particularly hard, just because i just haven’t had the energy i need to sustain it. _(:3 」∠)_how is everybody (like..4 people)