@samswoora I've uncovered a serious amount of childhood trauma since the birth of my first son, and at the moment it does not look like the relationship to my dad will survive :/
@marinwaves@QuentinTheDot ah, interesting. you may have seen that project because they ran some adds (it's how I got curious). the whole thing had some scammy vibes though, which is why I asked in the first place
@Romy_Holland@etirabys hopefully it's a phase, my son's been everywhere on the spectrum from waking up with a smile and a "woooow" to immediate cries :,)
A healing stage is disgust. Yes, disgust. You will be DISGUSTED by the people whose love you sought. You will feel embarrassed about the choices you made and the people who had access to you who didn’t deserve it. Feel this feeling then let it go.
That will NEVER be you again.
@viemccoy I've been thinking about (networked) llms as a new brain-layer 'on top' of the existing 3 (reptilian, limbic, neocortex) rather than a new hemisphere, and the implications are funny and frightening.