我们老家在毛贼时代就没有吃饱过,81年分田到户才算吃饱。老范在81年之后也算吃饱了,但是灵魂里面的馋虫一直还在。因为那时能够吃饱,但是吃得不好,营养不够。81年读龙泉中学,伙食非常差,不要说营养,吃饱也只是勉强。84年上人大,伙食有改善,但是还是觉得饿。 我在图书馆经常看菜谱解馋。89年坐牢,又回到了文革,经常被批斗,根本吃不饱。95年在北京校友单位带游学旅游团,老板让我们敞开吃。这才彻底消灭了馋虫。2023年9月进入荷兰难民营,馋虫又复活了。好在现在年纪大了,食欲不强,适当饥饿反而有利于身体健康。
Our family never had enough to eat during the Mao era. We only had enough to eat after the land was distributed to each household in 1981. Lao Fan was considered full after 1981, but the glutton in my soul was still there. Because at that time, I could eat enough, but I didn't eat well and didn't get enough nutrition. In 1981, I studied at Longquan Middle School. The food was very poor. Not to mention nutrition, it was just barely enough to eat enough. In 1984, I went to Renmin University and the food improved, but I still felt hungry. I often looked at menus in the library to satisfy my cravings. In 1989, I was imprisoned and returned to the Cultural Revolution. I was often criticized and could not eat enough. In 1995, I led a study tour group at an alumni unit in Beijing, and the boss let us eat as much as we wanted. This completely eliminated the glutton. In September 2023, I entered the Dutch refugee camp, and the glutton revived. Fortunately, I am old now and my appetite is not strong. Appropriate hunger is good for my health.