Alice

TrashWitch floating around in space

[Alice @Desert_Witch_]

And that’s literally all I do anymore

[Alice @Desert_Witch_]

I know COVID is exaggerating my depression into something manic but gd I feel too far gone to do anything but just sit and watch it unfold

[Alice @Desert_Witch_]

I’m big tired

[Alice @Desert_Witch_]

If I just literally never reach out to anyone people will stop being disappointing and I can just be sad and alone instead or sad and lonely

[Alice @Desert_Witch_]

My Twitter is just one sad shot post but get ready for more :D

[Alice @Desert_Witch_]

Im@ready to die but not suicidal. Is there a support group for me? #lol

[Alice @Desert_Witch_]

Me, googling: what to do when u stuck in ur feels

[Alice @Desert_Witch_]

@HistoryKyle @DELTAH11 @StribJany Cooperations are not our communities. Period. They are a tool to exploit us. They’re ensured. We are our community, and they are KILLING OUR COMMUNITY.

[Max Nesterak @maxnesterak]

This demonstration has swelled in size. There are tens of thousands of people here now.

[Brian Tyler Cohen @briantylercohen]

Trump: [threatens the mass extrajudicial killing of American citizens against Twitter’s terms of service]

Twitter: [censors tweet per its own terms of service]

Trump: CENSORSHIP!!! SILENCING CONSERVATIVES!!! RIGGED!!!

[Alice @Desert_Witch_]

If I could figure out how to feel okay I’d be pretty well set.

[Alice @Desert_Witch_]

On the bright side, I bought a 1ton cargo van to travel and live in this week. A lifelong dream realized though stress and poor circumstances.

[Alice @Desert_Witch_]

God, I need a therapist. I can’t tell people I know that I want to die, and I can’t kill myself so I just end up sitting in a kiddie pool of suicidal thoughts hoping I get hit by a car... sorry for the five of you who follow me, I shattered the illusion

[Alice @Desert_Witch_]

Tweeting is a bit more fun than I thought it would be, but maybe that’s because I’m drunk. It’s like someone is there to listen to you, even though there’s not. It’s like therapy or karaoke but free.

[Alice @Desert_Witch_]

I guess I know I’ve been gaslit since I just got out of a long relationship with someone who wouldn’t even text me back when I sent them nudes.... and I miss them. Yay hindsight.

[Alice @Desert_Witch_]

Now I’m tweeting all this, and I still haven’t smoked. I feel like my brain is on fire.

[Alice @Desert_Witch_]

ADHD so bad today I can’t concentrate long enough to smoke a bowl despite meaning to for hours

[Alice @Desert_Witch_]

First I had to wash off a little tool I used. Then I had to check all my messages and emails. Oh, I left the tool in the other room. Better go get it.

[abby govindan @abbygov]

you ever meet a man and it’s so obvious that no one in his life has ever told him to shut the fuck up

[Alice @Desert_Witch_]

I’m a really confident and enigmatic person, but when I feel like I have someone that I had to defer to, I’m docile. Meek.

[Alice @Desert_Witch_]

Is it possible that I’m perfectly capable of communicating with people, just not when I’m in a committed relationship?

[Alice @Desert_Witch_]

Is that due to my personality, or the nature of the relationships that I seek out?