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[des @desorexia]

Some of you have bmis higher than your iq

[des @desorexia]

My real name is actually des though if you wanted to know

[des @desorexia]

Thank you all for being such great internet friends but I truly cannot do this anymore. The depression I felt when first creating this account at 15 has not left me now I’m 20, I simply cannot do this anymore.

[des @desorexia]

My life is so shit and I really don’t see it getting better and idk if I can wait for it to be better. I’m tired of waiting for better days that seem to never arrive. I have no irl friends and my gf hates me

[des @desorexia]

If a Muslim and an anorexic get into a fasting competition, who would win?

[des @desorexia]

Should I care about cortisol spikes

[des @desorexia]

I was going to argue with this girl about vaccinations (she’s anti vax) but then I realised I’m autistic so I just kept my mouth shut

[des @desorexia]

Went to anorexias and bulimics anonymous today

[des @desorexia]

I hate how my perfect world is me getting to 39kg instead of just being happy at a healthy weight

[des @desorexia]

I’m sitting at the bus stop with my face screwed up because I’m nauseous because I just switched my antidepressants and I’m realising you really never know whats going on in peoples lives because what if people thought I was screwing because I’m mean or something

[des @desorexia]

April will be my month :(

[des @desorexia]

Literally any positive thought or happy time I have is ruined by the fact I’m fat. I’ll just be laughing at a funny video and then I remember I’m fat and nothing is funny anymore

[des @desorexia]

I want to go to the Olympics

[des @desorexia]

Why would I actually starve myself when I can just binge and hate myself after

[𝒶𝓂𝓂𝒾𝑒 @__d3cay1ng]

“how much did you guys lose in february?” BRO ONLY THING I LOST IN FEBRUARY IS MY SANITY AND DIGNITY

[des @desorexia]

Yo-yoing between I’m a horrible person and I deserve to die, and I’m a horrible person and I don’t deserve the sweet release of death

[des @desorexia]

I feel kinda proud of myself

[des @desorexia]

I love scanning stuff quicker when the kids parents leave to go and get something

[des @desorexia]

Are weighted vests worth it

[des @desorexia]

I’m trying not to fall down the bp pipeline but I find myself saying “mog” unironically

[des @desorexia]

@Thatfurcreature Was acc talking to my Muslim friend about this lol