desperate

[desperate @DesperatexSubby]

ok i thought i was done with femdom and findom but now i suddenly have the urge to goon for hours while sniffing poppers

[desperate @DesperatexSubby]

if feet weren't meant to be worshipped they wouldn't have soles #femdom #findom

[desperate @DesperatexSubby]

ok i go sleep no more findom and femdom triggers i can go sleep and not be a gooner

[desperate @DesperatexSubby]

note to self: never look at x or clip sites after having adult beverages and a bottle of poppers in front of you when you are trying to take a step back from findom and femdom

[desperate @DesperatexSubby]

need to quit findom, have to stop relapsing

[desperate @DesperatexSubby]

i've been trying to get myself off findom and femdom but when urges hit, they HIT

[desperate @DesperatexSubby]

@Blonde_kitty_x @iWantClips Blocking out all relevant information, but as a customer that has apparently purchased 4357 videos, I absolutely agree. I still check the platform daily but could use without the AI slop.

[desperate @DesperatexSubby]

you know you've gooned too much to findom and femdom when your hand actuallly hurts. like the muscle in my hand in my thumb has been hurting for a week or so what the fuck am i doing

[desperate @DesperatexSubby]

i've come to realize that #findom is the most toxic thing in my life. and that's as a self admitted alcoholic. i need to ween myself down to #femdom territory.

[desperate @DesperatexSubby]

why is femdom and findom so addicting and why do i have to be such a gooner

[desperate @DesperatexSubby]

ugh i hate trying to avoid findom and femdom relapse

[desperate @DesperatexSubby]

my alarm goes off in a little more than an hour, i am basically 3/4ths asleep, yet i am scrolling and pumping because i got triggered by armpits of all things.... need to fall asleep before i fall deeper down the findom femdom rabbit hole

[desperate @DesperatexSubby]

ugh i need to resist relapse #femdom #findom

[desperate @DesperatexSubby]

every time i think i finally quit femdom and findom i end up having that one goon session and then all the urges come back and i feel like i need it more than ever

[desperate @DesperatexSubby]

i won't relapse. tell myself that 1000 times #femdom #findom

[desperate @DesperatexSubby]

does anyone else wanna pump to findom femdom while also slapping their balls even if they are afraid of CBT or is that just me

[desperate @DesperatexSubby]

tfw you are trying to step back from femdom and findom but you get drunk and buy poppers

[desperate @DesperatexSubby]

@braindead4daisy ok when