Van

[Van @Devandeandra]

They ask how I’ve been, knowing I won’t say what they already know.

[Van @Devandeandra]

Maybe I don’t miss them. Maybe I just miss the version of me that existed when they were around.

[Van @Devandeandra]

Maybe peace isn’t found in people it’s found in accepting what’s gone and what stayed.

[Van @Devandeandra]

I used to chase connection. Now I’m learning to value calm more than company.

[Van @Devandeandra]

Lately I’ve been feeling a bit distant from the world. Maybe this is just a phase, maybe it’s life teaching me about silence and strength.

[Van @Devandeandra]

Yeah, I know I failed in almost everything, everything I hoped for. Even when peace was close, even when things started to get better, God didn’t let it stay for me.

[Van @Devandeandra]

I’ve lost count of how many times I said ‘it’s okay’ while it clearly wasn’t.

[Van @Devandeandra]

I’ve tried, I really did. But maybe peace isn’t meant for people like me.

[Van @Devandeandra]

Everyone’s gone. Maybe I don’t fit in anymore, or maybe I just remind them of something they fear.

[Van @Devandeandra]

Some people ask not to understand, but to compare.

[Van @Devandeandra]

Funny how no one cares when it’s your turn to fall, even the ones you once helped.

[Van @Devandeandra]

It’s hard to explain how tired I am, not just physically, but in places that words can’t touch.

[Van @Devandeandra]

@klepopon Membuat pria waras menjadi tergila-gila mungkin wkwk

[Van @Devandeandra]

One died with secrets.
One walked away smiling.
I’m still here, breaking silently.

[Van @Devandeandra]

@FabrizioRomano 😭

[Troll Football @TrollFootball]

Indonesia vs Arsenal

[Van @Devandeandra]

@klepopon Ayo bro secepatnya kita menyusul

[Van @Devandeandra]

@FUT24News PS 5

[Van @Devandeandra]

25🙏🏻

[Van @Devandeandra]

@raphaelkeyza Ni bagus