when i did 400+ days of semen retention i felt like a god
on top of that i water fasted for 23 straight days at the same time
you can’t explain it. that feeling was out of this world
as a scorpio + 5 day it’s endless sexual energy
but when i came across a potential lifetime partner/soulmate etc
it’s the complete opposite. i feel like doing semen retention all the time. even though i find her highly attractive. there’s no lust involved. just pure thoughts
being real and authentic comes with a price and a target on your head
no matter what you say, what you do, even if you keep to yourself, mind your business, bother no one, cause no trouble
matrix always find a way
it is what it is, keep it moving
if one doesn’t fulfill their role, matrix already has a replacement. why you gotta be detached and keep it moving. you either play the game or get eaten alive
strings are being pulled by the matrix and everyone will keep playing along
no matter what we say or do, it’s all orchestrated and out of our control
everything is calculated
everyone has a role to play
we all will contribute one way or another
strings are being pulled by the matrix and everyone will keep playing along
no matter what we say or do, it’s all orchestrated and out of our control
everything is calculated
everyone has a role to play
we all will contribute one way or another
sometimes all you need is to step out of the body to remember who you are, where you are
you can’t really take anything personal in this false reality
this is exactly what the matrix want
to keep you caught up and distracted
i can’t even hate on the matrix. i gotta respect it. end of the day it’s fair game. you get what you give. you get what you ask for. you want the world? you gon have to suffer for it. will you fold and live a comfortable life? or will you allow all the pain to sharpen you?