How TF does anyone make close friends in adulthood? Iβm always having to hit everyone up to just chat much less make plans to hang out. Makes me feel like Iβm not really wanted or worth much to anyone.
@jk_rowling Iβm never on the side of doxxing and threats, only that I hope your transphobic beliefs are debated to dust and proven wrong, weβre not monsters, most of the world hates us weβre just asking to not be demonised and turned second class citizens for being ourselves. π³οΈββ§οΈ
Itβs so damn tiring! I have to dig for more info to rationalise myself and convince my anxiety itβs okay, and in those bad days it wins... I fold and bend into a self destructive mess, at best I say or do something stupid, at worst I tear my life apart and ruin relationships.
I donβt think anyone knows just how much effort it takes for me to hold back my anxiety and not spiral, Iβm a lot better at it than I was months ago but the moment my fight or flight kicks itβs just me talking myself down from panic attacks and doing anything irrational. 1)
Rough surf on the coast,
I wish I could spend the whole day alone.
Rough surf on the coast,
I wish I could spend the whole day alone.
With you. π
With you. π