@reidrexia Ngl thats probly not the problem but ugh its so tough to think that im losing out on crucial social time in the means of fearing food n shit, it sounds childish but eh this is just me venting
@lbbyrexia_ Yup. Sometimes i wonder how easy it was for me to eat like a fukin normal person before while i measure my fukin oats for the day, woopdedoo
@annahrexic What i like to do is accept food but keep it until i fee i can have it, so basically just food organization lol, probly also plays into my ocd
Not be hopeless but im a grown ass person and im still struggling with this crap since childhood
My reasons to βοΈve arent even the same or even related to years before. I dont remember why it works for me but it works.
It really never goes away does it.
Nowadays, my meals are more snack like and I graze on safe foods, I tend to rotate with the same foods, calorie counting is easier now and I try to maintain under 800cals a day
Its comforting fo know I'm doing well for myself nonetheless