I know mutal aid is mostly gone since everyone is struggling to even feed themselves, but thanks to no longer receiving the pebt I can't afford to eat. If anyone can still afford to help others here my Amazon list:
https://t.co/IVWh6T6Guo
I had to take out a loan for food because I still haven't gotten my ssi thanks to a clerical error, I've been starving for almost two weeks. I am so sick of life.
The person that was gonna help with trash ghosted me. So did myformer neighbor who was suppose to come get the re yling i saved for them. Everything is a mess. My health is in the toliet. So I dont know.
This month has kicked my ass and has me ready to off myself. If I knew a sure fire way, I probably would not be here. I've spent nearly two weeks without food. I didntget my ssi on the first because of.some clerical error and am still waiting for it. I have to give them 7 days.
Idk if that's business days or regular days. My rent was due on the first. I finally had to take out a loan to buy food and walmart screwed up my order so I still don't have food. My loan officer is still ghosting me, then went on vacation.
Symptoms of killer virus spreading across Europe - and it's 'highly likely' to reach UK
Urgent health warning has been issued for - what has been described as - the current biggest threat to public health over new cases of Crimean-Congo hemorrhagic fever https://t.co/LTszhu2QS6
@theyasminbenoit I cant even see how that's called bdsm. It literally just looks like cute lingerie to me. But maybe I'm just way more into kink than most people. Not in a sexual way though. Wearing bdsm gear has nothing to do with sex. It's just clothes.
People are suppose to have a home, a place they can call their own. Its suppose to be a safe space, respite from a cruel world. Yoy home isn't suppose to make you suicidal.
[at a party]
person: I actually don't remember the last time I read a book--
my boyfriend: no, don't!
[but it's too late! I descend from the ceiling on a trapeze like Satine from Moulin Rouge]
boyfriend: ryan--
[everyone is suddenly wearing top hats! my song begins]
Decided to start putting my affairs in order. I've nothing of any value. My clothes aren't even good enough to donate. At least it'll be a relief to get out of this hellscape we're pretending is a society. People are selfish assholes who can't evenweara mask tonot kill others.
Well it finally happened i hit the breaking point today where I've decided I'm done with life. I've spent months suffering, months starving, never enjoying anything, being tortured where I live, and for what. I qualify for a loan, yet they act like I'm not worth it. So screw it
I was approved for a 105k loan through usda, told me I could get the letter next week because of the holiday. Then got weird and said maybe they would bother with me because it's a small loan and he'd get back to me on it. 100k is not small loan. I dont want a mansion.
I found a house i want, like would murder someone want. In this area, could get delivery, my medicine, my medical care everything perfect for me. But its 145k and I cant get a loan that high. I don't know, I think the best thing I can do is off myself and be done with it.
Someone snuck around my cameras and shut of my water then cut the hose. I had to go out and try and fix it enough to use until I can fix it completely.