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alt account for @dogtorchan || everything you’ll never see on main

[dog @DiscreetDog]

Chaotic side note

I think it’s really funny that some “friends” spam my DMs when they want attention cause my streams are doing well or I’m taking part in cool events but when my dad is literally in the hospital it’s just cricket noises from them :3c

[dog @DiscreetDog]

Another year where I realize it's less than a month before my birthday and I have not done enough prep ahahHAHhaHAHha

[dog @DiscreetDog]

I can’t catch a break and I’m so tired

[dog @DiscreetDog]

I really love the life of someone who streams, works and has school and then loses friends because I’m busy and don’t talk/hangout as much as I used to

[dog @DiscreetDog]

not me tweeting on main one minute before a scheduled tweet popped i swear one day ill be better at social media aaaa

[dog @DiscreetDog]

I know it’s my own fault for not focusing on apex more to get masters but it’s hard when I’m trying to keep things variety to entertain people but I want to work on something for myself so bad too. Idk just kinda sad today

[dog @DiscreetDog]

I just spent 30 minutes trying to format a tweet man this shit is HARD

[omar @DripArab]

“you can’t just erase people out of your life”

me:

[dog @DiscreetDog]

I feel like disappearing

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vtubing is really silly cause you could be well aware that a streamer did an insanely awful thing to a friend but if they're a big streamer mutuals are still gonna game with them !

[dog @DiscreetDog]

If you saw the test stream, no you didn’t 🤫

[dog @DiscreetDog]

Would it be okay if i started closing down some of the suggestion/vote channels from the birthday celebration? I know chat has been fighting tooth and nail to keep the timer going but I also am so excited to start working on some of the goals (covers, art, planned streams etc) 🥺

[dog @DiscreetDog]

Today I unpacked them.

I can look at my bed and not think about how someone else laid there next to me once. I spent way too long sleeping on my couch or feeling disgusted by my own bed. I'm taking back my peace and I will do everything to protect it from here on out.

[dog @DiscreetDog]

This is going to sound weird but I accomplished a big step for protecting my own peace today.

During Christmas I bought myself a brand new set of everything for my bed. New pillows, new sheets, new comforter, new throw blanket. New everything.

[dog @DiscreetDog]

I spent months just looking at the boxes of everything sitting in my living room, not really feeling the desire to unpack it all and switch out the entirety of my bed stuff. I just walked past little hills of boxes daily and decided to ignore them.

[dog @DiscreetDog]

God I feel exhausted and worn down to my very bones. Every day something is brought up to me to remind me of the pain I’m trying to move past and I’m just tired. I want to forget. I want to move on. I want to stop hurting.

[dog @DiscreetDog]

I finally broke down and allowed myself to feel a lot of emotions I was holding in. It hurt, but I also know this is me finally processing things.

I haven’t fully been myself recently, but I’m trying my hardest to take the steps to heal and move forward.

[• @WordsCocoon]

hello, february.

[dog @DiscreetDog]

Yea, I’m tired too.

[dog @DiscreetDog]

What a fucked up day