sometimes... being a little bit crazy manifests as secretly learning words to a song at 2am even though it's a little cringe... at least i learned how to read like a handful of new chinese words???
Every time I think I've calmed down, I think of something else and the cycle repeats again... if I had a heart rate monitor over the past few days it would seem like I worked out a lot LOL
Also everytime this happens i am more and more thankful that all those years ago I picked up Korean just so I CAN WATCH VIDEOS IMMMEDIATELY RAW BCUZ I HAVE NO PATIENCE LMAO
Literally I am so shook I cannot wait for the episode. I LITERALY THOUGHT THERE WAS NO HOPE BUT THEN ROSE GOES AND PICKS JASMIN AND WHAT AM I SUPPOSED TO FEEL NOW