No one sounded malicious, only sympathetic.
Poor Josephine.
The phrase irritated him more than he expected. Not because it was unwarranted, but because he disliked the thought of her becoming a topic of conversation over dessert. Heartbreak deserved dignity, not an audience.
No one sounded malicious, only sympathetic.
Poor Josephine.
The phrase irritated him more than he expected. Not because it was unwarranted, but because he disliked the thought of her becoming a topic of conversation over dessert. Heartbreak deserved dignity, not an audience.
significant enough for strangers to discuss over wine. Not because he didn’t care, simply because there had been too many Millers and too many lives unfolding at once.
For the first time, he became aware of one of the unintended consequences of belonging to such a large family.
questionable levels of competitiveness, and the peculiar ability to continue functioning while emotionally devastated. Perhaps it was genetic, or merely tradition.
What unsettled him most was the realization that every memory he had of her belonged to the past.
You could spend your entire life loving people and still fail to notice they were suffering. Not from indifference, simply from mathematics.
No one would’ve guessed anything was wrong with Josephine. Then again, Millers inherited many traits: stubbornness, sarcasm,
You could spend your entire life loving people and still fail to notice they were suffering. Not from indifference, simply from mathematics.
No one would’ve guessed anything was wrong with Josephine. Then again, Millers inherited many traits: stubbornness, sarcasm,
Because someone had spilled wine on Aunt Irene. Because three nieces were arguing over photographs. Because his cousins had spent twenty minutes discussing Formula One. Because families, especially large ones, often mistook proximity for intimacy.
He remembered seeing Josephine at his birthday celebration not long ago. Looking back, she had seemed quieter. Not unhappy, merely smaller somehow, as though she had folded certain parts of herself away.
How had he missed that?
Because there were eighty people present.
conferences. Cousins were scattered across countries, industries, and continents. Marriages introduced new branches. Children became adults. Adults became parents. Someone was always graduating, becoming engaged, moving overseas, or appearing with a new baby.
the outcome. There had never been an engagement announcement, yet everyone quietly assumed there eventually would be. They had become one of those couples whose future seemed so obvious that nobody remembered when they had started expecting it.
Applause around the ballroom
the outcome. There had never been an engagement announcement, yet everyone quietly assumed there eventually would be. They had become one of those couples whose future seemed so obvious that nobody remembered when they had started expecting it.
Applause around the ballroom
And the eighteen-year-old who looked radiant and impossibly hopeful whenever she spoke about Theodore Beaumont.
Josephine had seemed happy and Theodore had seemed respectable. Their relationship had lasted so long that most families within their circles had stopped questioning
The eleven-year-old who insisted on sitting beside him at Christmas because he was, in her words, “less noisy than everyone else.”
The fourteen-year-old who narrated ordinary events with enough drama to suggest she had mistaken family gatherings for Shakespeare.
abstract. People grew up while one was busy looking elsewhere.
In his memory, Josephine Adelaide Russel-Miller existed in several versions at once.
The seven-year-old proudly showing him a drawing of a horse that looked suspiciously like a dog with unusually long legs.
abstract. People grew up while one was busy looking elsewhere.
In his memory, Josephine Adelaide Russel-Miller existed in several versions at once.
The seven-year-old proudly showing him a drawing of a horse that looked suspiciously like a dog with unusually long legs.
God bless them, could transform a delayed text message into a constitutional crisis.
Yet the exchange stayed with him. Josephine was twenty-two.
The realization felt strangely absurd. Not because he didn’t know her age, but because age within enormous families often became
Don’s hand paused around the stem of his wine glass.
“Shame, really. Such a lovely girl, and so young. First heartbreak always feels like the end of civilization.”
The conversation moved on almost immediately. Nobody sounded scandalized or particularly interested in spreading
drawn by an accountant.
The remark had been met with a brief silenced, then followed with: “Wasn’t he with that Miller girl?”
“The Russel-Miller.”
“Ah, yes. Josephine.”
“They’ve been together forever, haven’t they?”
“Practically since they were teenagers.”
spending rather a lot of time with the Laurent girl.”
Don paid little attention at first. Beaumont was hardly an uncommon surname within their circles. Wealthy families tended to recycle names and marriages until society itself resembled an elaborate family tree
While examining the wine list with considerably more interest than the keynote speaker, Don overheard three older gentlemen at the neighboring table discussing younger people with the peculiar mixture of concern and enthusiasm only retired men possessed.
“Young Beaumont has been