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ใ ( she didnโt know what to believe , distrust filled her heart . nothing but pain && suffering filled her head . but she couldnโt live like that forever , she didnโt want to live like that forever . wiping her tears on his shirt sheโd crawl to him
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( letting go of her arms, letting her tugg into a weeping ball, nothing he can do but watch her like that, eventually, he'd sit across from her,legs crossed and removing some of her blood on his armor. He lets her finish, letting a cold silence fill -
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ใ curling within his massive arms that fit her perfectly . tucking her face into his chest Kyd would make herself comfortable within his grasp . )
are you sure .แฃ do you โ , actually love me .แฃ
( holding him by the fabric between his armor Kyd
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ใ that i was more than a hole to be used && left behind when i acted out .
Arma , do you even believe that you actually love me .แฃ or is it because i showed you your first pair of tits .แฃ
( the weeps returned , tucking her head away between her knees )
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ใ i donโt know what i want Arma .แ
( she yanked herself away , it took her a few tugs but once she was free Kyd would bring her blood tinged legs to her chest && mutter quietly )
i want to be wanted , i want to be loved , && i canโt โ ,
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Kyd....
( this was a completely different person he was talking to .. seeing her open her wounds like that, he'd quickly grab her hands, stopping her from continuing opening them further, he can't believe what he is watching right now, their eyes met again)-
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ใ ( letting out a breath sheโd shut her dry , red eyes )
i donโt know what youโre saying is true , iโve never been good at detecting lies . . . iโve been believing then my entire life . i believed i was the one , that i was worth it โ the sacrifice
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ใ her digits making a mess of the blood on her skin . )
if i didnโt offer myself . . . if i didnโt โ theyโd leave . i had to change , the ugly parts of me , how i dress , how i spoke , how i โ ,
nevermind ,
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ใ ( sheโd huff , falling to her knees in the middle of her tears . completely defeated . she didnโt know what to do , what to say . she figured the relationship was tarnished before it got the chance to even grow . picking at scars on her legs ,
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( something just clicked, everything slowed down, staring at his partner as she was darting around, he's processing his next few line with caution, he has been in a situation like this before. letting her mumble, walking on glass bridge, .)
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ใ Kyd spoke between weeps && sniffles )
i โ , i donโt know Arma . iโve , i have no idea what a good partner even does . you โ you say you were just a weapon . i was . . .
( her voice stopped , the scabs that she was picking at started to bleed
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