I'm so numb, my heart is heavy, my eyes are teary, my soul is bleeding and it's not just in my head, l wish I could just cry my eyes out and not be judged for it. I'm just tired, sincerely.
I can't seem to word my thoughts, I don't feel good but then I'm alright, I'm sinking but then I'm still fine, my chest is in a knot and it hurts so bad I can't breathe but then I'm still calm, I'm sad and I'm drowning in an epitome of pain but I'm cool.
How do I get out of my head, I'm tired of temporary fixes, I'm tired of the three minutes of joy, I want to be the happy genuinely, I don't wanna to laugh or smile because I have to, I want to laugh and mean it, I want purpose and I want joy.
I miss what happiness sincerely feels like, I miss laughing and meaning it both inside and outside, I miss not having to put on a brave face every single time and then get sad inside.
And still ripping them off their money,I know what I had to go through to get that money and the government thatโs meant to help me and eradicate this BS is requesting 140k from me to get my 192k back @parallexbankng@gtbank@cenbank @Coolverydarkma @yabaleftonline@instablog9ja
Nigeria feels so much like a scary movie mehn, I tried to buying an item of 192k online and I was scammed. Reported to both banks, I was told to inform law enforcement and get a police report from the recipient bank (parallex bank), I went to the station and I gave my statement>>
My own bank that was the senders bank @gtbank@gtbank_help said I should get a court order, I got to court and I was charged 90k after I had lost 192k, this is why this man keeps ripping people off because he canโt be held accountable @cenbank he is sending that account to more>>
The station said to get police report is 50k, I already lost 192k and to get report from police 50k how??? I carried my bag and I wanted leave they said Iโll drop 10k for case file, I asked case file for what? I dragged that I wouldnโt pay Shishi because they werenโt of any help>
Dear @elonmusk would you kindly get me at least a one year supply of this life changing medication just so that I am able to see myself turning 30 next year, just one year to get myself feeling healthy, this would change my life for at least a year, please and thank๐ซฃ๐ซฃ