I wonder if they're as hurt as I am.
Do they even care enough to think of me, or was I a fleeting desire.
They ask for care, yet are quick to cut ties...
in that way, Im the fool to give them that care.
A bigger fool that still hopes for a return to old.
A stupid fool I am.
Day 8-9 (NNN)
Not horny, but just feeling insecure and struggling to sleep. It's funny how Twitter seem to have both built up my confidence and yet tear it down. I guess when you don't have smut or readily subs to distract yourself, the mind gets overwhelm by the smallest thing.
I thought it was just mere coincidence. A block here and there, people simply moving on.. right? But then the pattern continues, and small details snowballs into anxious worry into paranoia.
Did I mess up? Did I do something wrong?
Am I calling out BS or is it all my fault?
( Since my acc @UrTaboo_Dom is on shadowban, I'll be logging my NNN journey here.)
Day 4:
This is one of the days that I feared going into this challenge: Hours of boredom or no attempt to break my resolve. Hopefully in the upcoming days, it'll be challenged by others.
I Haven't drawn smut in ages. But I was in love with @slopsludge Rat OC that I really wanted to draw her, both to get myself back into the artistic grove, but also show appreciation to their lovely work.
Been a while since I posted on here. For anyone wondering what's been up, I've been spending most of my time writing erotica stories and I've decided to post them here!
If this interest you, follow @urtaboo_bf to stay tune for my future works. It'll really mean a lot!
@moonstadew Imagine trying to be a cool creator and being PUNISHED for interacting built on a SITE for interacting...
I'm starting to think it's the foreskin haters 👀
I don't know how, I don't know why.
But I just found out someone thought my old edit of Crystal Cheese's art of Drasna was worth posting on https://t.co/Y8VCN1Dy8I
I'm literally flabbergasted. I'm not sure if that's a good sign or not. #nsfw#rule34#nsfwedit