2 YEARS WITHOUT NEWJEANS MUSIC ππππππππππππππππππππππππππππππππππππππππππππππππππππππππππππππππππππππππππππππππππππππππππππππππππππππππππππππππππππππππππππ
no one talks about how draining it is when your mood is constantly switching from "keep going, it'll get better" to "I can't do this anymore, I'm about to give up".