There's something heartbreaking about wanting just one thing so badly that it becomes a prayer.
And sometimes, it's not even about wanting too much.
It's about wanting life to be kind to you for once.
I hope you get what your heart has been longing for and brings you peace.
You will keep living the experience until you learn the lesson, every time, different people but same feelings, so breaking the cycle is your choice, sooner or later you will choose.