Pillowdear, I think I worded my question very poorly.
Please donβt stress yourself out anymore than you already are. I truly appreciate everything that you do for us and I couldnβt ask for anything more. I just had a moment of weakness.
@_KingoftheEnd Thank you.
I think if just did whatever made me happy I would just play video games all day lol. This is the kind of stuff I want to draw, I just want to be better at it.
Posting my stuff usually just makes me feel embarrassed but Iβm glad it makes you happy to see.
@Cabbiinara Thank you.
I'm feeling better now. It's easy to just ragequit while drawing sometimes lol. I wish you the best too.
As for the hair, maybe it isn't too big but the silhouette isn't right. I have a hard time with that.
@notta_w Thank you.
I still think I draw her hair too big. And itβs uneven. But the head is probably the part Iβm best at. When I try to add anything more it falls apart.
@aachiiwan Also you may think your drawings arenβt technically good but they clearly have heart in them.
When I look at my stuff I canβt see the same. But maybe thatβs just cause itβs mine.
@aachiiwan I suppose I hold myself to a high standard especially since Iβm still learning.
Was I happy while drawing it? Not really. More frustrated that I couldnβt get it looking right. If I only kept working on something if I was happy with it I wouldnβt finish anything.
I've tried to be more positive about my stuff lately but I've really not been happy about any of it. I still cringe whenever I look at them.
Sorry for the negativity, I'll be fine. These feelings come in waves, they just need to pass.
Vent post I guess.
A long while ago someone looked at some of my drawings and said they look like a child made them. Whenever I draw something I'm not happy with (more often than not) I think about it. I don't it's become any less true since.