The real reason why you are sad? you're attached to people who have been on and off with you, you make time for people who are too busy for you. You're too caring for people who are careless when it comes to you. Let those people go.
Hoy, this is a sign to leave our super-understanding era because sometimes people just take advantage of the kindness that we are giving. I'm so done with being okay with what they are doing and feeling sorry for myself afterward.
Hoy, Not everything is worth fixing. Move on. The only reason people take you for granted is because they assume you'll always be there. Prove them wrong. No second chances for those who had all access & abused it. There are better people out there waiting for their first chance.
Hoy, bottoms need to be cuddled more. Put his head on your lap or on your chest. Stroke his hair and scratch his back lightly, rub his shoulders, and kiss him on the top of his head. Anytime, not just when he's feeling down or after sex.