why can’t i just be the person i know i can be why can’t i be the loving girlfriend again why can’t i be who i want i’ve prayed and prayed to be back and to be how i was please just help me
i think it because i know what we could’ve been if i just wasn’t so fucking stupid. I know what we could’ve be and could’ve been and it haunts me everyday since the beginning that it’ll never be the same again
i actually hate myself cuz i genuinely fucked up really bad and i actually genuinely wanted to be better and i tried and i was for a while and i put sm effort in and i did sm but i fucked it up again so it was all to avail at no fault but my own and i genuinely need to die
“uncle pussy, uncle pussy, uncle pus-“ WHAT DOES IT MEAN????? WHAT DOES IT MEANNNNNN????! WHOS UNCLES PUSSY??? WHO IS MY UNCLE??? WHY DOES HE HAVE A PUSSY???? WHAT DOES IT MEANNNN