When I realize that being a good person in this generation just means people are going to use you, play you, and try to manipulate until they no longer need you anymore.
Another thing about having a good heart is people think you're stupid.they think that they played you but really they just played themselves out of having a good person around
Together or not
Talking or not
Enemies or not
Friends or not
You will always have a special
and unique place in my heart
that no person or thing could
ever come close to replacing
No matter how nice and good you think you are, every day you're easily shown that your nothing and no matter how hard you try the negatives just start to add up. Alone is where I belong.
Back then I use to hate talking on the phone. Like just text me. But now I actually enjoy it. Like Im down for a good phone call and just talk about random things lol. Is that a sign of me just getting old? ππ«
"Its a different type of pain, when your going through a lot and you need someone to talk to, but you dont wanna bother anyone, so you just sit there alone, drowning in your own thoughts"