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He/him | shedtwt | My mental health diary |🏳️‍⚧️🐾

[Oblivions @DystopianBug]

I didn't manage my goal today, so tomorrow requires a lot of walking. I am very ashamed.. :[

[Oblivions @DystopianBug]

Some pics of myself??? idk what to put here 🐶🐾

[Oblivions @DystopianBug]

@Lozhnyyliderrz Well done!! We are all so proud of youuu man!!

[Oblivions @DystopianBug]

Me using my "I feel sick when I eat in the morning" excuse n it works every time

[mimi @jjurinaaa]

how trying to starve feels when you have loving friends and family who center every hangout around food

[Oblivions @DystopianBug]

@picnicaskets Same here, all rushes to the hips n thighs 😔 .. Your tat is sooo cuteeee luv it!!!

[Oblivions @DystopianBug]

I hate being mentally ill but I cannot get rid of these damn thoughts or habits. I feel guilty all the damn time about eating and about not eating. I wish it was easy to get better but its such a struggle, I hope that someday I will actually be happy with my looks and myself.

[Oblivions @DystopianBug]

I'm making pizza for me and my husband and I'm gonna try get off with eating one slice or less 🙏

[Oblivions @DystopianBug]

I got my scales taken from me, I feel so frustrated. Hopefully I can get them back soon.

[cryptic toenail @cryptictoenail]

@overdrivenangel “cute little bpd bunny”

[Oblivions @DystopianBug]

Today has been a good day. I've walked 11300 steps, going to do more later and I've only had 100c. I feel so nice. :D

[Oblivions @DystopianBug]

@xylosdiary Hello hellooo

[Oblivions @DystopianBug]

I feel so damn guilty about eating anything.

[Oblivions @DystopianBug]

I really need stealthy weight loss tips

[Oblivions @DystopianBug]

Urg, I got force fed more.. I'm so frustrated. I really just want to lose weight without people caring so damn much.

[Oblivions @DystopianBug]

@actuallyaoi It'll just make you feel nauseous and shitty, dont do it. Really not worth it. Its really difficult to die from an overdose.

[Oblivions @DystopianBug]

Me n husband freaked it and he started playing with my stomach, I've never felt so damn humiliated.. help

[Oblivions @DystopianBug]

Im proud of myself so far, I've managed to only have 581c with my husband watching. Now I've got to get through the rest of the day, please, please, pleaseeeee, let me get away with this.

It's more than I would've liked but its better than me having 1000+ like usual..