Last week I lost two of my best friends. My dad & my fur baby within 24 hours. To say I'm in a dark place is an understatement & right now I can't really see a light at the end of the tunnel. I'm exhausted.
People devastated when people die by suicide but never devastated or that bothered by someone struggling every single day and for years with depression and suicidal thoughts.
It’s always the consequences never the cause every day.
Woke up to find out my dad has been rushed to hospital and now has to have surgery. The man is 70 years old & has shit health. So if anyone gets a second to send any prayers or good thoughts his way, please do, it'll mean more than you know.💔
That doesn't mean don't message me tho. I love a chinwag when I'm feeling sociable. Like 1% of the day. Gotta catch that good 15 minutes for me to talk 😂
I absolutely hate messaging people. The anxiety, the replying in my head immediately, then not actually replying for 3-5 business days because I open an app, insist I'm going to reply after I've done this 'very important thing', then very swiftly forget. It's exhausting.