Ecstatic Lifa

We make our own destiny!!!

[Ecstatic Lifa @Ecstatic_Lifa]

This year has been total shit... Since the start till today... And it had no chance of being better.... Awaiting the worst cause that's all that's left. Bus I don't wanna return to this damn world once I reach my home in Karbala

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January: “New year, new me!”

September:

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@xprincess2u Maybe she's trying to move on... But I can't

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@Fiction_1m Same

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@uffyebanda Me, I talk to myself here. Don't give a damn about anyone else. It's me and my thoughts against the world

[Ecstatic Lifa @Ecstatic_Lifa]

Going to Karbala in a month... I wish that I'd never return. Bus wahin hi reh jaon. I don't wanna come back to this state. Aj pta nehin kia howa mujhe... I'm so hurt. I don't wanna trust another living soul again. People leave! Especially those who you trust the most

[Ecstatic Lifa @Ecstatic_Lifa]

@Lyracutevibes At this point... Death

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@schiz04renic Same ..

[Ecstatic Lifa @Ecstatic_Lifa]

Heavy thoughts when it gets late
Put me in a fragile state
I wish I wasn't going home
Dealing with it on my own
I'm praying but it's not enough
I'm done, I don't believe in love
Learning how to let it go
Dealing with it on my own.

Damn this song hits home...

[Ecstatic Lifa @Ecstatic_Lifa]

I got way too much time to be this hurt
Somebody help, it's getting worse
What do you do with a broken heart?
Once the light fades, everything is dark
Way too much whiskey in my blood
I feel my body giving up
Can I hold on for another night?
What do I do with all this time?

[Ecstatic Lifa @Ecstatic_Lifa]

Me and Malibu nights by leny in the middle of the night...

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Done being nice... I don't wanna be weak anymore. Never did anything bad in my life and somehow now I'm compelled. I'm done being treated as a nobody by my in-laws. People leave... That's life. Just be selfish and love yourself and never give your heart to anyone ever again.

[Ecstatic Lifa @Ecstatic_Lifa]

It's been over 8 months since that cheating whore left, my brother is finally at peace but somehow my in-laws are dead silent and somehow I'm being judged over the crimes of that bitch ex sister in law even her boyfriend is safe. That's how people operate! I'm literally

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"Good guys finish last" this saying is 100% true. The bad ones are happy and are cheating on their wife too and no one says a thing to them. Meanwhile there's me who did everything right and I'm the one being betrayed. If you're a guy and you are nice, you are considered weak!!!

[Ecstatic Lifa @Ecstatic_Lifa]

I've changed a lot. This grief taught me to not give a shit about anything. I know this isn't me but lately I have nothing left to lose. They took my partner from me, now I don't give a damn about a single soul on the planet. Gotta be selfish now, I'm done being nice...

[Ecstatic Lifa @Ecstatic_Lifa]

Baba's friend is here and he lost his wife about a week ago. My heart aches for him... Some of us are unlucky enough to not being able to be with someone that we love and some of us are unlucky enough that we have to bear the loss of losing that person. RIP aunty

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@pakaluxavierog A man whore but I guess gay is correct in this term 😂

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@thenayvuiiiton It's called basic human decency. I know I would

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@Lovandfear But end up falling apart in the middle of the night

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@app_sey_matlab Oh I really wanna text her parents the same shit. That whore cheated on my brother (after getting married)

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Lindsey Clancy is a killer... Keep supporting her and exposing yourself. Modern day feminism is a cult