@ANGELlNDISGUlSE I quit smoking about a year and a half ago and seeing pics of cigarettes STILL makes me crave them.. it been a year and a half of saying "maybe tomorrow" lol (it is inevitable but its nice for now)
going back to uni after gaining back all the weight I lost .. spend term time losing weight then gain it all back in the holidays. time to do it all over again
I've been overeating/binging without purging for a week straight .. I purged one day but I feel the weight gain and bloat already. I dont feel very bad about it since its christmas. but it stops now
at my heavier weights I tended to sexualise myself more. now im in a deficit my sex drive is totally gone and my disorder wants me to look as young and sexless possible; I find myself hating anything sexual about my body. I just want to watch kids TV and be looked after. weird.
I dont have a lot of money for food but id rather spend the money i do have on fewer, higher quality healthy food than lots of cheap junk. I wont pay to poison myself