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Be kind even when others are not.

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As of now here inside of our subdivision at Brgy. Parian, Calamba City, Laguna

#bagyongdante

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This duck of Canva earlier at UP-Diliman made my day. 😁

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Grabe aksidente ngayon sa Calamba. Hays, kalungkot.

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Done cleaning my house/office 😁.

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this time, I know, I'm mentally unstable and exhausted..

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I dont know what to do anymore....

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Just want to appreciate my old self, the "kid" me, your curiosity made us feed and support ourselves. ^_^

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Some alcohols are for wounded skins, some are for wounded hearts... Care to drink? I want to rant and whine over some bottles of our favorite drinks.

Tabs on me, just please lend me an ear.

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Now, the pain, frustrations, and all those time I let my emotions set-aside,

rallied in my blood stream, my boiling self can't stand the pressure.

Sooner, when there's someone out there who are willing to hear me.

Expect, it will be a burstful tears.

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No ears are willing to hear me out,
No eyes are there to see the truth,
No hands for me to give me warmth,
But only minds with their limited knowledge, for them to fully judge you.

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I have no choice but to stay,
and to endure all of these.
to be trapped on the repeating cycle of trust-and-betray.

But even so, for the eyes of the public, I'm wrong,..for I'm the man,.. and they don't know me in the first place.

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No one has a clue, on how hard I'm extending my trusts, no one knows how many sorries I received everytime promises has been broken.

I'm breaking down ineed, I can't even escape, because no one allows me to.

or else, I will be threatened by "self-harm"

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self-pity,... gaslightings.... victim blaming.... what more???

These are the things occur when someone breach their promise..

The things they shift into..

And guess what, it's all your fault why they broke their words..

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2025, sorry,...

but I'm sincerely not okay....

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I didn't sign for this....

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Sometimes,,.. (or often) I feel so unsure,... I have flaws, I know, but to compensate those?? May I have the wisdom and strength.

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I really, really love Ben & Ben songs.... I fell in love more after watching the One More Chance Musical Play <3

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So.... I know no one will care, but,.. I will be posting here like writing in a personal diary.

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Hi Twitter, how are we? I'm not that fine, but I'll be soon, perhaps,..