Emma 🌼

Just an ordinary girl suffering with BPD, Self Harm, Depression, Anxiety and multiple Eating Disorders. @samschwartz95 💕

[libby 🌞 @libby_barts]

I really struggle sometimes when a uk size 16/18 person talks about how we should love our fat bodies & avoid weight loss because like you have no idea what it’s like to be a uk size 26 and like with that level of fatphobia, discrimination, health worries and uncomfortableness

[Emma 🌼 @EmmaLumb_22]

@libby4000 This is just everything 💔

[libby 🌞 @libby_barts]

I am launching pet commissions & 100% of the money will be donated to Operation Olive Branch to help support those in Palestine staring at £30. I really hope that this helps raise some money!! If you could share this to help get the word out there I would really appreciate it❤️

[Emma 🌼 @EmmaLumb_22]

I have a mental health assessment tomorrow and I’m shitting bricks over it!

[Emma 🌼 @EmmaLumb_22]

@ohthoughtsquote Blue and yellow.

[Emma 🌼 @EmmaLumb_22]

Anyone on here ever hear voices? Who happens to have a trick for getting them to quiet down? I’m really tired of them today.

[Emma 🌼 @EmmaLumb_22]

@ohthoughtsquote 4 as I look at a lettuce leaf and put on a stone and 8 cos this depression is kicking my ass

[Emma 🌼 @EmmaLumb_22]

@EphemeralElegy 2, I will never ask for help regardless of how clear it is that I need it

[Emma 🌼 @EmmaLumb_22]

@EmoMilfThighs As a plus size girl it makes me really angry that they class a 14 and XL, as a size 26/28 what does that make me 🫣

[Emma 🌼 @EmmaLumb_22]

I’m in hospital, with a huge fear of pressing the buzzer for the nurses attention that I really need some pain relief.

[Emma 🌼 @EmmaLumb_22]

@JessLMatthews96 Literally this!!!

[Emma 🌼 @EmmaLumb_22]

@EmoMilfThighs I did DBT for 18th months and found it really unhelpful but I stuck it out to the end. Some people find that it works for them, others don’t. Good luck though, I hope it works for you! Xx

[Emma 🌼 @EmmaLumb_22]

@RewiredChaos I really do feel you, I’ve cried this evening and I feel like I’ve run a marathon twice over! 🤦🏼‍♀️

[Emma 🌼 @EmmaLumb_22]

Just when things couldn’t get any worse, the voices come back and bite you on the ass 🤦🏼‍♀️

[Emma 🌼 @EmmaLumb_22]

@adamh3000 I’m still functioning to the point of going to work, so how. And yet it doesn’t feel real so what’s the point?

[Emma 🌼 @EmmaLumb_22]

Recently I’ve been feeling nothing. Like I don’t exist, that I’m a ghost, that I’m walking through concrete, that I’m not real, that nothing is real.

[Emma 🌼 @EmmaLumb_22]

@adamh3000 I’m so sorry you’re going through it! I have found that I’m isolating myself from people becuase of it

[Emma 🌼 @EmmaLumb_22]

@adamh3000 Honestly I’ve never had it this bad before. I didn’t even know there was a name for it. I’m scared I’m losing my mind.

[Emma 🌼 @EmmaLumb_22]

@adamh3000 I don’t know how else to describe it, and I feel silly trying to explain it to people.