Brian Thomas of 🏚twt

I am Brian Thomas
Pro Recov - Bulimic
CW: 55kg GW:35kg

[Brian Thomas of 🏚twt @Entry_83]

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୨ ifb blindly + NDNI + Lesbian ୧

[Brian Thomas of 🏚twt @Entry_83]

I'm so nauseous I just puked twice in the bathrooms but my manager won't let me leave

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@sufrzz the cramps don't care

[Brian Thomas of 🏚twt @Entry_83]

I'm in agonizing pain (period cramps)

I'm stuck in my work bathroom

[Brian Thomas of 🏚twt @Entry_83]

I feel like a constant annoyance to people I talk to and it makes me wanna die even more. I need to do it soon.

[Brian Thomas of 🏚twt @Entry_83]

@MichiiL0V33 adrenaline. they still have germs even during an emergency, not risking it at all

[Brian Thomas of 🏚twt @Entry_83]

I got away w not swimming but I'm 100% sure my aunts saw my cuts...hopefully they forget by thanksgiving?...

[Brian Thomas of 🏚twt @Entry_83]

what if I cut my mouth open more

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I'm so scared for tmr I don't wanna swim. what if they make me swim? what do I do? I told my friend I would bring my swimsuit just in case, but I really don't wanna swim. my cut hasn't healed and my mom doesn't know about my arms. I'm so fucked

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MY COWORKER MIGHT SELL ME HIS DEER SKINNING KNIFE AND HE SAID IT'S SHARP AS HELL 👅 his example was that he accidentally cut really deep when cutting smt else...BUT THAT MEANS I'M WINNING

[Brian Thomas of 🏚twt @Entry_83]

I feel so nauseous I'm bouta puke at work

[Brian Thomas of 🏚twt @Entry_83]

I hate my sister and I hate my mom and I hate my sibling and I hate my stepdad. I hate them all. I wish each of their attempts had worked.

[Brian Thomas of 🏚twt @Entry_83]

I'M TIRED OF HER TRYING TO GUILT TRIP ME TO BE HER LITTLE SERVANT, I DON'T CARE I DON'T CARE LET ME BE SELFISH! WHY IS SHE ALWAYS ON ABT HER HER HER?! I KNOW I'M SELFISH, I KNOW I MAKE IT ALL ABT ME, BUT FUCKING HELL NOT AS MUCH AS HER

[Brian Thomas of 🏚twt @Entry_83]

SO SHE CAN USE HER ANXIETY AS AN EXCUSE BUT WHEN I TALK ABOUT MINE, I'M LYING FOR ATTENTION AND I DON'T REALLY HAVE IT?!?! I HATE HER I HATE HER I HATE HER WHY DIDN'T SHE JUST FUCKING DIE?! I WOULD'VE MISSED HER BUT FUCKING HELL MY LIFE WOULD BE EASIER

[Brian Thomas of 🏚twt @Entry_83]

she kept making a joke abt how if she had the lung issue part of her disease, she would take priority over me for an inhaler 😐 MY MOM REFUSES TO GIVE ME AN INHALER YOU TOOK PRIORITY ANYWAYS?!?!

[Brian Thomas of 🏚twt @Entry_83]

my sister is just shaming my friend by saying "addicts hurt ppl" bro my friend isn't hurting anyone, they're doing okay. she also keeps milking tf out of her chronic issue like bro we get it

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if I'm allowed to get new clothes for school, I'm getting Brian's exact outfit and I'll wear it everyday. I will morph into him. just wait, I will give myself my gap again...i don't wear my retainer, I can do it

[Brian Thomas of 🏚twt @Entry_83]

If I don't look like Brian Thomas in the morning, it's over for everyone

[Brian Thomas of 🏚twt @Entry_83]

I hate being a woman, I don't wanna be a man. I just want to be Brian Thomas.

[Brian Thomas of 🏚twt @Entry_83]

I need to look and BE Brian Thomas right now

[Brian Thomas of 🏚twt @Entry_83]

I am Brian Thomas and he is me