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[Er @ERFrizki]

Still fighting my own demon. Depressed from slowly losing my eyesight. Unable to get doctor's appointment using insurance. Unable to get a job due to blindness. I am struggling and trying to stay alive and finding purpose but as of now, I haven't found it & its tiring.

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Everytime I do an eye contact with people, I can exude confidence for the first 5 minutes but then, I know this is a problem, rage always slowly building up for no particular reason, even if the conversation is pleasant.

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Also, 3:15AM and i haven't sleep cause fuck this meds making me overthinking stuff and the wheel of thoughts can't stop turning. i can force myself to sleep but ended up with horrible nightmares equals waking up grumpy. double-edged sword.

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I would love to be advocate of Indomie goreng everywhere. Ngl. Sponsorship? Not really. Spread love of indomie? Hell yeah.

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I crave for a plate full of one pack of Indomie Goreng Jumbo Ayam Panggang, one pack of Indomie Goreng hype abis Ayam Geprek and one pack of Indomie Goreng Pedas. Yeah, all in one plate, at the same time...

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@MrGlee_ rough news is when i had the hospital visit 2 weeks ago for the first scheduling, they were going to replace the MRI machine and the next available one would be july 2027💀and worse is that my insurance already approved and gave go-ahead for it but i'd probably ded already lmao

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I cannot do longer streams anymore, from deteriorating visiom clarity to emerging sudden migraines if i go on for too long. I haven't got any news of my MRI scheduling yet...

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@MrGlee_ @NathanKb_ I think that's a start for sure. I'm playing back at public nowadays but the new players that don't want to learn the server's culture and do random harmful stuff making my brain rots. i should be back at WL soon...

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@MrOngDedy Indihome saya dengan harga yang sama (sekitar 349) awalnya cuma 100mbps up&down, sekarang sudah diupgrade 2x jadi 300mbps up&down tanpa biaya/bulanan tambahan 😅

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@kunishirou Ssshhhhh. Jangan saling mengekspos 🤣🤣🤣

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Percuma kenceng-kenceng muterin ayat-ayat Al-Quran tapi cuma jadi background noise dan yang ngedengerin teriak-teriak marah-marah dengan alibi "kesabaran gue terbatas". Like bruh, I thought religions taught us that patience have no limits.🤷

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I can't function properly still. I just want to be in this bed, sleeping.

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Some people are just horrible and most of them are faking their smiles

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Message of KYS, whether its RP or not. Still not cool either way.

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Good riddance, hopefully its not temporary.

[♡ 𝔥𝔴𝔞 @vanilliabeanie]

and never come back

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@putputriks emaknya boleh low height tapi anaknya high iq dan disupport emak bapaknya adalah orang tua panutan 🎊

[Er @ERFrizki]

Hey @Windscribe, something is wrong with your Firefox extension, it keeps turning itself on even though I have the auto-connect setting off every time I start my Firefox...

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Hah? Demi apa...

[iqi (ril) @rifqinau]

Semoga kalian tidak perlu know the hard way kalo 112, 113, 118, dan 119 gabisa diakses kalo kalian gapunya pulsa.

I did, and i fucking hate this country

[Er @ERFrizki]

Constant headache on the daily. How do I fight my urge to just end everything right here and now?