But the chemo was helping! Well she signed up for this and I guess it’s noble because she helps others through research into better care. Idk fuck cancer. And life. Rant over
Feel fucking well!! Tf??? Why do they ask that? It feels like they are blowing her off until she passes. That’s capitalism... make what they can off her, do a study with her in it EVEN tho they know it reduces her survival rate I’m sure because this trial drug makes her so sick
Quality care for poor people BUT it isn’t anymore than you’d expect. I feel like when someone has stage 4 #PancreaticCancer you don’t typically hear then say you’ll be fine or why isn’t she feeling better? It’s like pretty fucking obvious... she has cancer... she isn’t gonna
I actually want to be as NOT present as possible right now. I would love to be TOTALLY checked out. But idk how that’s even possible. I wish their was so way to get her better care but that’s not possible luckily #California is a #socialist paradise and their is some level of
It hasn’t been easy emotionally, finanacially, physically. But I’ve made it work because I LOVE my Mom so much. I want to be here for her. I am here for her but it’s fucking hard to be present right now. I obviously don’t want to be present as my Mom suffers and potentially dies
When someone you love has #cancer your whole world view goes from hopeful to grim real fast. I feel like their is so much more I should be doing but I literally moved from another state where I had been living #Colorado back to LA to be with her and it hasn’t been easy
I have no idea what I used this twitter for but now I just need an endless void to yell out into, so hi Twitter I’m back because my mom has cancer and it fucking sucks. I feel like my life became a nightmare