I attended my first NA meeting today. I am 7 months 7 days clean from heroin. I never felt right attending because because of how young I am. I have been trying to stop drinking and smoking weed also. I have learned sobriety gets boring when being under the influence was my hobby
I’m not sure how I have made it 5 months but I have! I am still struggling with alcohol but I am taking this one step at a time. #sober#progressnotperfection
I feel unlovable because of my childhood abuse which is what lead me to turning to alcohol. Now i feel unlovable because I can’t find the strength to quit drinking and be an actual partner to my boyfriend.
Well I decided to dye my hair instead of taking a shot today. I want to get sober. I am going to try once a day to find another reason to stay sober. Today’s reason was because I wouldn’t he able to dye my hair if I was drunk
I had a second interview at a restaurant and I got the job. I know where I currently and everyone and their mother has a drinking/drug problem. I wonder how the people here will be.
I am 139 days clean from heroin. I told my friends proud of myself and they told me ‘being a normal person isn’t something you should want to be proud of.’
I haven’t posted in a couple days since I was trying to exist sober and didn’t know what to say. I enjoy my time sober but I feel like I have nothing if it isn’t for my drinking.
I saw my s/o and spent the night and didn’t drink for once. My head is killing my and I am starting to shake but it feels kinda good to have fun sober. Maybe soon I will be able to get myself help so I can quit with less symptoms.
I am not nonfunctional because of my drinking. I live a ‘normal’ daily life, I work full time, go out occasionally with friends. I come across as any other person.