Estella🦊✨️

Short and Silly Foxxo VTuber 🦊🇬🇧 Slowly dominating the world 😈✨️ Model Art: @ShiYuChan3
18+ only 🫶 🚫NO🤖 #EstellArt

[Estella🦊✨️ @EstellaVTx]

SO GLAD TO FINALLY SHOW OFF THIS MODEL!!

My VTuber momma, @ShiYuChan3 did such an amazing job and my rigger Alyce did astounding job bringing her to life, i just cant!! 😭🙏

I'm so happy and I'm so glad you guys love her as much as I do!!

#vtuber #live2d #envtuber

[Estella🦊✨️ @EstellaVTx]

Good morning my precious stargazers!

Thank you to everyone of you that reached out last night with the get well wishes! If I haven't replied to you yet, I will dont worry!! I just had to get some sleep in the end last night 🤣

After speaking with Flo and a few close friends last night, I realise I was being incredibly rash. I was alone with my thoughts and in pain, and I'm not a very strong person, so it all just became too much for me in that moment which pushed me to be impulsive and stupid and I did and said some things that I regret. For that I want to apologise.

I also don't want to keep you in the dark, but there is a lot I can't share even though I want too be honest with you, but when I can say is that I've been harbouring a lot of self doubt recently regarding streaming and just myself as a person really - telling myself I'm alone when I'm really not 😅 Despite this I keep on telling myself I'm no ones first choice and been feeling like a bit of a background character in my own life outside of streaming.

Getting back to the possitives, you're incredible support means the world to me and genuinely made me cry even more 🙈 thank you again to anyone that messaged me! Again, i see them and will reply to every single one shortly!!

So what's happening with streaming?... I am going to the doctors to get some help today after some stupid choices I made yesterday, and while I dont know if I will stream tomorrow, I definitely wont be leaving it too long, please dont worry stargazers!

I am also actively working on promised rewards today as well so there might be a few pings today, so please bare with me 😅

In the meantime, I love you, more than you know, AND STAY HYDRATED IN THIS FREAKING HEAT GUYS!!! (pls help, i'm dying of heat stroke!)

BAII BAII!!!!!!

[Estella🦊✨️ @EstellaVTx]

Things have been bubbling up and have finally popped...

Sorry stargazers but I need to make you aware that I will be disappearing for a bit. I dont know when I will be back, it could be as early as later this week or a few month's, but I need to get myself back into a good headspace again and probably talk to a therapist.

Mental health is extremely important guys so if any of you suffer with anxiety, depression or self harm etc, make sure to talk to someone you trust or or a trained professional. Self harm is never the answer! Don't be a dumb dumb like me! There are plenty of help articles on google and helpline numbers depending on your country. If you are based in the UK, the samaritans are always available 24/7.

Dont worry, i'm not quitting... I dont think, and remember that I love you guys soo soo much! I just cant carry on like this right now...

[Estella🦊✨️ @EstellaVTx]

8 am and I still haven't slept 🥲
Why do I do this to myself guys?!

[Eira 👻👹🕯️【vtuber】 @eiratuber]

i saw this earlier but can't find the og tweet.
there's a new scam going around so be careful
thankfully this showed up in my spam lol

[Estella🦊✨️ @EstellaVTx]

@KitsukoriVT Alright then KITTYKORGI!!! 🖕🤣

[Estella🦊✨️ @EstellaVTx]

Such a cute little chibi from @KitsukoriVT !!

Its so adorable, I love it 😭🙏 tysm!
#EstellArt

[Estella🦊✨️ @EstellaVTx]

@KitsukoriVT You made me look so happy! 😁 I love it! Thank you fox bro 😋🤣😁

[Estella🦊✨️ @EstellaVTx]

Honestly... Now the subathon is over... I kinda miss you guys already... I WANNA SEE YOU AGAIN!!

[✨️renaya misu - cms in progress! @1o02E]

skeb commission for @EstellaVTx tysm!!💖
#vgencomm

https://t.co/baadftEglh

[Estella🦊✨️ @EstellaVTx]

@Darman456 It was crazy work metal 😅🤣

[Estella🦊✨️ @EstellaVTx]

I want to take yet another moment to thank you guys for your support during the subathon!!

We still have 5 hours left but looking at these numbers, regardless of how small they all, going up from an average of 8 viewers to 23 in just a few months is just insane and I couls not be more greatful to have you guys spending your days with me!!

I honestly would have never thought this even possible, but here's to pushing for partner this year!!! 💪 maybe? 🙈

[Estella🦊✨️ @EstellaVTx]

Realising as well that I am only 167 followers from 2k!! 😵 THE HECK?! Do you think we could make it before the end of the subathon? 👀

[Estella🦊✨️ @EstellaVTx]

Guys, is this good? 😅🙈

[Estella🦊✨️ @EstellaVTx]

Guys, is this good? 😅🙈

[Estella🦊✨️ @EstellaVTx]

I feel this is so true and just dishonest to ones community!
Its better to just be transparent and upfront if you are paying for art/projects which is why I always think it best to set tiered goals and show/give breakdowns of what the funds are going to be used for. I personally like to do this in mini graphics I slap together in canva 🤣🤣

[Darks0als ⛓️💜【Vtuber】🅲🆈🅱🅴🆁~🅳🅴🅼🅾🅽 @Darks0als]

I think it’s kinda weird to be asking for money from your community for rent and living then see you asking if someone’s commissions are open for art? Or asking an editor for videos their price under comments? 🤔 huh

[Estella🦊✨️ @EstellaVTx]

Flo is now married to AWI! Its so Joeover for this Corgi 🥲

[Estella🦊✨️ @EstellaVTx]

This subathon has been INSANE!!
Thank you EVERYONE that has taken part in my little anniversary event! I never expected to get this far, but now we are on part 3 with still over 20 hour left on the timer 😅

Flo and I are looking at buying a house, so all proceeds will be going towards paying for my 2.0 AND the downpayment on the new house, so every dono, no matter how small would mean the world to us and could genuinely change our lives 🥰
Come join over on the purple app!!

Thank you again for supporting this dumb foxxo… I never, for a second, dreamed that this could be possible! 😭❤️

[Estella🦊✨️ @EstellaVTx]

I am trying desperately hard not to play pokopia rn so we can play on stream... 😅

[Estella🦊✨️ @EstellaVTx]

AAAHH!! LOOK WHAT JUST ARRIVED!!

THANK YOU SO MUCH GUYS 😭🫶
#throne

[Estella🦊✨️ @EstellaVTx]

Sorry I haven't been posting on Twitter this last week... This subathon got be flat out 😅 I also feel bad for not streaming yesterday, but I was in a bad place and didn't want to fake being happy on stream yesterday 🙈 I think I'm all good today though!! 😁

[Kuzi Seikan【VTUBER】🪐🐼 @KuziSeikan]

Starting June 1st, I'll be doing a 30 Day consistency challenge on both Twitch and Shortform content.

I'll be taking weekends off just so I don't burn out and will also be focusing on just a few games as opposed to variety

This is our starting point! Excited to see the results!