i have ed for SIX YEARS, and istg i went through everything and can let you know certainly that people cared about me only when i was loosing, but when i was binging and gaining they def didn’t
having bed or any other ed when you binge is really humiliating, like when u put on weight no one cares, they just think that ur disgusting and all shit, but when ur ed is restrictive and you loose weight they kinda fetishize and romanticize u