Mattisaux’s algid gaze slid from girl to girl to man back to girl. None of which he particularly fancied but found that he could work with for the time being.
cigarette right before me. i could feel the shape of your lips curling into it, the tiniest droplets of your cherry-sweet saliva coating it the way i wished they did my sinful maw”.
You make mistakes, you suffer, and afterward you ask why life is hitting you. The Vedas offer a radical answer: having free will does not mean that your judgment is infallible. Precisely because you can be mistaken, you need a reference bey
Forgive yourself for everything that went wrong. No matter how painful it is, let it go. It's already been lived. You can't change it back. It can't be put back in place.