Evergarden

boring little guy 21
dms open for anything you wanna yap about

[Evergarden @Evergardenpu]

@goon_princ3ss I am so lost been staring at this for far too long, lost count how many times ive looped this, i decided to slow it down to look for the codes and after watching the whole video slowed down still didnt see anything, i did however keep getting distracted

[Evergarden @Evergardenpu]

literally fell asleep in the shower goonimg

[Evergarden @Evergardenpu]

@goon_pr1ncess Gonna watch this 5 times fail to find the code then have it on loop while i play Minecraft

[Evergarden @Evergardenpu]

Just a few months ago i wouldve made fun of someone like me, but now as the one being made fun of it only triggers me more

[Evergarden @Evergardenpu]

can barely play my games without needing porn playing in my ears

[Evergarden @Evergardenpu]

@goon_princ3ss Grown to love being dependent on these, i even just like having them run in the background while i do other things

[Evergarden @Evergardenpu]

the idea of a #goonbud has been growing on me I always thought it would be so weird but the thoughts are getting to me

[Evergarden @Evergardenpu]

holy shit just looked at the time and noticed id been scrolling for 3 hours of porn Jesus I think it's time I stop lmao

[Evergarden @Evergardenpu]

ive never really done drugs if any kind, but I keep seeing post from @WorshipKiyomi and I keep thinking just buy one, one bit won't be so bad

but I fear my self destructive tendencies would cause me to sink to deep and I'd become addicted to smoking and who knows what else

[Evergarden @Evergardenpu]

I've fetishized my struggle to much, I fear I'll never escape it. my response to almost every negative emotion is to touch myself

I know I should be trying to get better but I know the easiest way to get there is to just keep going

[Evergarden @Evergardenpu]

@goon_princ3ss was screen sharing a movie to someone when I got the discord notification about the video. I tried to brush it off like it was nothing, meanwhile I had already started gooning to it while I was still trying to act like the notification was nothing important

[Evergarden @Evergardenpu]

@goon_princ3ss good afternoon

[Evergarden @Evergardenpu]

@feen4herrr your far too pretty for anything to even have thought about it let alone doing it

[Evergarden @Evergardenpu]

met this girl who keeps sticking out her tongue as like a joke or bit or something and i keep getting triggered and having to try and keep my hard on hidden

[Evergarden @Evergardenpu]

I woke up and saw my phone had a docord notification and when I checked it was telling me that @goon_princ3ss posted and within 5 minutes of waking up I'm eagerly watching 10 minutes of porn

[Evergarden @Evergardenpu]

@goon_princ3ss I woke up to saw the notification and watched the whole thing before I even got out of bed

[Evergarden @Evergardenpu]

I high-key get triggered when I shower

[Evergarden @Evergardenpu]

Most recent was a #tribute but it was so pathetic and just kinda lightly leaked out, and then i looked to watch it and it was even worse i had my mic muted so its just a failure

[Evergarden @Evergardenpu]

done it 6 times today and plan to keep going once i can manage it