I was trying to fix my figures and idk what happened but in the span of a second my Reimu figure just broke and one of my miku noodle stoppers fell and her paint chipped off so now I have to contemplate really cutting myself now
The human mind is incredible because you could spend more than half your life doing something that’ll get you killed or make you lose everything around you and then end up regretting it even after going after it for so long
Saying the word “femboy” feels wrong and makes me feel dirty I hate everything associated with the word femboy like it genuinely grosses me out so much and it’s genuinely an insane trigger to have probably and it may be stupid BUT I HATE THIS WORD
it’s crazy how I could be having a decent day and in one second I think about how I should’ve tried to kill self again and again until successful like 7 months ago instead of just giving up
When a core part of the person you are gets reduced to nothing more but a porn category or a joke
I say this as a guy I can’t even begin to imagine what it must feel like to be a woman