Exandier

xe/xim he/him || 22 💫 i like cats, women, Levi SNACKerman n long walks off the plank arrrr

DNI bigotry (toward oppressors doesnt count. hate ur heart out‼️❤️)

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Refer to Ana and Mia with he/him pronouns for recoveryspo bc why are we letting a man tell us what to do

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You’d think that the “solution” is right in my face there… but something about doing what I want and feeling comfortable doesn’t sit right with my body LMAO

Intentional = resistance. Not intentional and maximally impeding on my life? = HELL YEAH APPARENTLY 😭

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Can’t brush my tongue without vomiting, but purging has always been a gazillion year long process?… thanks body.

But I mean, also…thanks body? Coz I’m grateful to not have significant purging struggles on top of everything…

But can I brush my teeth normally pls

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@Wolfgang1683 @m0rphinium_123 @emilysterlings_ Then use your voice and energy to help commit to systemic change that makes having and raising children a less dangerous and difficult option. Or accept the consequences of being a failed species that violently oppresses each other instead of collaborating.

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Launching myself between 4 different tables like a ping pong and BEGGING to sit with the skinny emo boys

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“describe edtwt”

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@trainwreckxic hmmm unironically I’d argue probably yes. coz surely you’ve carried at least one piece of info from it in your memory. even something as “small” as understanding better stance. might not be able to apply it well in practice at that point, but knowledge is def an advantage frfr

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@thatdollalice unfortunately that’s the cost of being the really cool main character that keeps surviving and overcoming impossible adversities to inspire the audience🫂❤️

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@trainwreckxic TOOK TOU OUT?! for a date, and not for a fight I hope! /j

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@fushisauce @trainwreckxic stealing the fuck outta this thanks lover of megumi, roe

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@sadlilbunniee 💗💞💝💓💖💕💘

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actually SO unreasonable how hard it is to unlearn bc i’ve been specifically actively working HARD on it for like half a decade now, and the progress feels nil❌

but there definitely has been some and im glad ive put the time into it. it’s always great to be less of a dickhead❤️

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currently at the stage of my period
where I somehow simultaneously
weigh an extremely unreasonable extra 5 KILOS
but my stomach strongly competes for being the flattest it ever is during my whole entire cycle

how does that work computa

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wait gang maybe thats why I feel more ugly n disproportional durin my period. coz the water goin somewhere… aka my face

btw i don’t truly believe that more face weight is ugly. LOVE a pretty moon princess 🌝

but the programmed internalised fatphobia is not easily undone i fear

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btw in regards to the crazy number
I do in fact have known health issues that heavily emphasise water and poop weight stuff
so dw I don’t need the hospital bc I’m only dying slowly, not urgently ❤️ xoxo

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Also had symptoms of a stroke a month ago which the hospital literally just didn’t do any kind of tests for either before sending me home… like cool im not dead so it wasn’t a full stroke or something I guess but hello wtf

I’m going to do something diabolical

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been having increasingly more regular episodes of temporary full-body paralysis for over a year & doctors insist it’s just anxiety or FND without looking into it whatsoever… while I also had many other worsening, debilitating symptoms stealing every last fibre of my functioning

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been having increasingly more regular episodes of temporary full-body paralysis for over a year & doctors insist it’s just anxiety or FND without looking into it whatsoever… while I also had many other worsening, debilitating symptoms stealing every last fibre of my functioning

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@idlyh836 If you have health issues that lead to bloating then obviously the bloating is probably going to be a regular thing? It being regular is not evidence that it is not bloating? Body fat also shouldn’t be painful and uncomfortable in the way that bloating is 😭

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@superrrsour Maybe the potato spirals were the psycho killers we met along the way

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@TheGenXTruther @MibshaD Always staring the point in the face and still not seeing it, huh?