Kat

Active only on bsky: off here, because above
18+ only | Experience from 2011 onward (DA/"Sheep")

[Kat @ExcelDDesigns]

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[Kat @ExcelDDesigns]

Rewording this to take my feelings out, that's my own thing to deal with.
I've been exactly there. It's an awful place to be, internally, and externally, and I know that intimately.

I am sorry I did not approach today more gently, for the community as a whole.

[Kat @ExcelDDesigns]

Am I better now? I dunno. How do you break down those mental pathways you built? it's time and energy and therapy (so much therapy). I try to be better, but I'm not going to tell you "I am better."

So it's just a matter of being better, doing better.

[Kat @ExcelDDesigns]

Not a single person owes me space, time, energy, forgiveness, anything. If you do, that's great! if you don't, that's understandable!

Just... let's be better. Let's try.

[Kat @ExcelDDesigns]

@kimber_andrea @stoned_lamby 🫂

[Kat @ExcelDDesigns]

@ppsculptors @Colorful_Cook Then do better.

[Kat @ExcelDDesigns]

@VulpesVents But also yeah it's just a bad headspace to exist in, and it's really not great to throw it at other people. It isn't too late to be better, it never really is.

Well, sometimes it is (politics) but in terms of artistic stuff.

[Kat @ExcelDDesigns]

@VulpesVents There are a bunch of other shops doing chocolate stuff for Valentine's, and it's cool! People doing paintings and drips and stuff I could *never* manage, it's really exciting to see.

That is where my brain went too though. DCD stuff, like. actually LOL

[Kat @ExcelDDesigns]

I was a great example of things you shouldn't do.
I learned from me. Everyone else can learn from me! Don't channel my shitty ass toxic soul up from the depths of hell.

Just be better.

[Kat @ExcelDDesigns]

@ppsculptors @Colorful_Cook I've been through this (first lol)

It's not the way to handle it, it wasn't then, it isn't now.

[Kat @ExcelDDesigns]

@ppsculptors @Colorful_Cook Deleted? "THEY paved the roads everyone walks on now. They decorated them. They made something beautiful when all I did was walk in the mud and get dirty.

Similar concepts exist. Candy for Valentine's is an obvious conclusion to a pre-existing holiday. This is nothing."

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[Kat @ExcelDDesigns]

@canis_exmachina @ThiccThighChick I hope both of you can get good docs to have this done asap. I got a call about scheduling today and ofc my gyno will do it, it's just...February. Because she's packed, because everyone is on the same level as we are.

[Kat @ExcelDDesigns]

I haven't felt so much like disappearing off the planet for a long time.
Let me offer you platitudes instead of the other way. Talk to me. Rant at me. Throw a gif of your feelings at me.
I'm 'safe.' IL is 'safe.' I wish I could bring you all here.

[Kat @ExcelDDesigns]

A friend was feeling super anxious so we both did something for the first time, which was voting early.
But it is not too late to get whatever your - probably way cooler - sticker looks like!

[Kat @ExcelDDesigns]

@BattyBombshell When "cancel the time change" was seriously pitched, I thought it made more sense to exist in standard time forever. Then I thought about it, and went thru another ST season, and was like NO. I hate this! It's dark! I'm tired!