Just a wolf stuck inside a human bio-chassis. Furry, therian, other-hearted, whatever.. Just don't call me a human. Lousy flesh bags ain't worth the comparison.
When humanity put up the walls of civilization, they just built a cage and called it living life. A species that likes being imprisoned by their own design is a species doomed for failure. Pull the plug and wipe the board. Humans don't deserve this world. Let it all burn down.
Humans are nothing more than hairless apes with a slightly higher intelligence than all the other animals, who couldn't trust their own intelligence, and built their own cage to prove it. The world leaders are the wardens, and the citizens are the inmates. Civilization..
I'd wager humans would rather cannibalize each other than actually want peace. I mean, it seems like peace is impossible to achieve, because it's always conditional. There's always a deal to be made before peace is achieved. Transactional bullshit.
Human Exceptionalism is a disease of the mind. A delusion. For there is no comparison, making the claim baseless. Ignorant. They are no better than the trees they use for shade. Both live and exist under the same sun, but one thinks it's better than the world itself.
Going through the death of the old self is not something everyone understands. It's not an easy thing to go through either, especially when you're isolated and without friends like I am.
Turns out, I needed this to happen.
I'm healing.
To exist as I want to be, at least internally, has been achieved to some degree. Supposedly.
If not, at least I have some balance and an understanding of my own internal workings. Peace has been achieved internally to some extent. That's all that matters to me.
I think what I just went through was an emotional baseline shift at the very root of who I am, and I'm just now walking out of that situation. I didn't break. I bent and twisted, but I never fully shattered. I'm not proud or happy, I just am.
To let myself bleed out in the shadows, is to allow things to drain from my mind. It allows all the societal poisons and damaging individuals to leave my sphere, allowing me to heal and recuperate. Healing is painful, but by no means should it be ignored or rejected.
Have you ever let your ego look at your shadow? Have you ever talked with your dark self before? I have. It turns out when the world becomes too much that Darkness can become your friend. It does not harm if you treat it fairly. The Repressed Self can be a guardian.
@arihyena I'm so sorry for your loss bud. I lost my mom back in 2020. Cherish that final memory with her and hold it close. I have my own final memory that I hold close as well. Keep your head up. You got this.
@mrphteeth I have no idea who you're talking about but you made me burst out laughing. The guy sounds like an unpleasant fellow. Oh and you got yourself another follower.
@HirOwOmega I would cease arguing because I'd assume that you were handing me a pet and I'd be busy trying to get a terrarium setup for it. So I guess you would win the argument in that case. Clever.
@Whiskey_Dingo Thanks for that fucking meditation this morning. Definitely needed something a little fucking different to start my day off. Today will be a great fucking day.