Y'all ever feel like you're good at a video game and it's taken you a long time to get to the skill you have, yet your friends just show up and never played and can outdo you in like a week?
Or you try to play with them and you're the inadequate one in the group?
@downbadprobably End goal: career
Right now: hobby
So I know with it being a hobby it can be whatever I want, I just need to learn how to engage more instead of just being mindless and talk more
@downbadprobably Yeah I guess that's a fair argument.
I just don't know where to start I guess of what to even do, our friend group is alright but ya know if they aren't paying attention, shit just flys out of their mouth without second thought.
@downbadprobably Idk, 2017/2018 was easier for me than it is now, I guess self-consciously I'm beating myself down for walking away from it for so long when I could have kept going when I was doing okay?
Idk, shit's gotten in the way before and getting that motivation to go live is a pain.
Finally deciding to work on obs.....trying to swap to Steamlabs OBS maybe a stream this week or next, not quite sure yet, but hey we shall see!!
Gotta test a lot of things first to see what's working and what isn't 🤦♂️🤦♂️ gonna be a rough time.
Bro,
How are you not supposed to feel obligated to the boys when you spend you're time with them so much?
There are times I want to spend my afternoons doin my own thing but every time I do, it feels like somethings missing. 🤔🤔🤔🤔