Abhinandan Bhardwaj

Amateure | Curiosity | Travel 💫

Bihar || Kolkata📍

[Abhinandan Bhardwaj @ExploreWidAbhi]

यदि किसी इंसान को तुच्छ बताकर तुम्हें अपनी श्रेष्ठता पर अभिमान हो रहा हो तो,

यकिन मानों तुम नीचता के सबसे उच्चतम शिखर पर विराजमान हो।

[Abhinandan Bhardwaj @ExploreWidAbhi]

Biggest flex ?

I never asked bike for parents,
I never asked for iPhone,
I never asked money more to enjoy.

Made everything by my own.

[Abhinandan Bhardwaj @ExploreWidAbhi]

My mood these days.

[Abhinandan Bhardwaj @ExploreWidAbhi]

Nobody understands how hard it is to forget about that one traumatic experience that keeps bothering your mind.

[Abhinandan Bhardwaj @ExploreWidAbhi]

एक घटना घटती है फिर समझ आता है,
कितनी निराधार होती है भाविष्य की कल्पनायें।

[Abhinandan Bhardwaj @ExploreWidAbhi]

ये जो मज़दूर बनने पे अड़ा है,
ये बच्चा अ��ल में घर का बड़ा है।
शजर हूँ, भाग भी नहीं सकता और,
लकड़हारा मेरे पीछे पड़ा है।

[Abhinandan Bhardwaj @ExploreWidAbhi]

And all of a sudden, i felt really tired.
Like the world has drained me for everything that i had.

[Abhinandan Bhardwaj @ExploreWidAbhi]

I thought i was getting better, but now i'm just lying here wondering what the fuck i did wrong to deserve this.

[Abhinandan Bhardwaj @ExploreWidAbhi]

No one is coming to save you.
This life is 100% your responsibility.

[Abhinandan Bhardwaj @ExploreWidAbhi]

Still thinking why I'm getting sad without a valid reason. ❤️‍🩹

[Abhinandan Bhardwaj @ExploreWidAbhi]

Imagine, wasting almost 1825 days On someone who forget you within a week...

[Abhinandan Bhardwaj @ExploreWidAbhi]

It's so hard when you keep trying to improve yourself, yet you always find yourself sobbing in your room coz of something you cannot understand. you feel like you're doing alright, but you also feel you're not and you frequently question yourself.
"Am I really getting better ?"

[Abhinandan Bhardwaj @ExploreWidAbhi]

केवल शरीरिक प्रेम होता तो मैं नस्ट कर चुका होता प्रिय, आत्मा तुममें अटक गयी बताओ क्या इंतजाम किया जाएँ..!

[Abhinandan Bhardwaj @ExploreWidAbhi]

I don't miss you at 2am when I'm bored and alone,
I miss you in the loudest room with all my favorite people.

[Abhinandan Bhardwaj @ExploreWidAbhi]

Log baatein pakad kar,
Insaan chorr dete hain.

[Abhinandan Bhardwaj @ExploreWidAbhi]

Teri marzi hai lekin ye baat theek nahi,
Tere hote hue bhi mai tujhi ko tarsu.

[Abhinandan Bhardwaj @ExploreWidAbhi]

पसंदीदा स्त्री कभी अकेले नही जाती वो एक पुरुष का बचपन, चंचलता और खिलखिलाहट अपने साथ ले जाती है,

और पीछे ���ोड़ जाती है एक गहरा दुःख जिसे सहते सहते पुरुष मानसिक रोगी हो जाता है।

[Abhinandan Bhardwaj @ExploreWidAbhi]

There's so much i wanna say but nah,
I better keep on myself. ❤️‍🩹

[Abhinandan Bhardwaj @ExploreWidAbhi]

After having a 4 year relationship,
She said I don't want you anymore and it's an end...

[Abhinandan Bhardwaj @ExploreWidAbhi]

It was 1:00 AM Then 2:00 AM Then 3:00 AM and then I realised "Din to has kar Guzaar leta hoon."

Mulaqaat to khud se aksar Raaton me hoti hai...