You, are my daughter.
My princess.
My family.
My Morningstar.
I would NEVER. Replace you. You are apart of this family. You always will be for as long as our eternal life lasts.
Pleaseโฆnever think you dont belong. Remember, youโre a horseman. A Morningstar.
I love youโฆ
I do not know what I feel. I could not tell you if the dread I feel for what I did is because of the action, or the punishment that follows.
Even when looking upon my brother, I felt...empty. Not guilt. Not relief. Not even contempt.
I also doubt I will live as long as you say
...I suppose not.
With a glaring exception, but I suppose nothing like that again.
That does not make me 'good', by any means. I still would not consider what I feel toward my actions 'remorse'.
I am a sinner, if nothing else.
But suppose I missed every one of those freaks, because the biggest ones who have done less than the fuckers that make up the bricks of hell walk around.. sure
But I'm not fucking wrong
Of course I do, dumbass, you're my fucking father. I love you. It hurts me when you do bad things.
Lucifer is amicable. I don't care about him, he hardly cares about me, but he is polite.
I would let him burn and die without as much as an errant glance.
I want you to be better.
That freedom left you outside of heaven and Hell.
Left you more alone and as alone as I was for hundreds of years.
I don't...
I don't blame him for giving us freedom.
But that wasn't fucking freedom that she got and we can acknowledge that.
He
Acknowledged that
The monster she has become is not Lucifer's making, nor did I say it is your own.
I refuse to blame Lucifer for introducing the freedom that I live by.
"Tend to" Do you fucking hear yourself?
I meant your mother again before she died.
I saw her while you were still gallivanting on Earth. Fucking around, doing God knows what.
And then she died again.
This isn't her.
I didn't take her autonomy. The devil did