they want you seated and timid while meditating because if you started dancing and realized how much energy you can create just by moving your body in the unmanifest infinite ether you wont stay a consumer that can be milked till your last breath.
“When you know that Allah manages every matter, then do not burden yourself with the events of yesterday, the affairs of today, and the worries of tomorrow.”
tolerating always turns into resentment. at first, you call it patience, then love. but what it really is, is self abandonment. every time you swallow a boundary, excuse a pattern or silence your discomfort, something inside you keeps score. eventually, the bill comes due.