0̶0̶2̶ HELENA.

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—— 𝑨𝑵𝑫 𝑰'𝑴 𝑻𝑶 𝑩𝑳𝑨𝑴𝑬, 𝑰 𝑳𝑶𝑺𝑻 𝑪𝑶𝑵𝑻𝑹𝑶𝑳 𝑨𝑮𝑨𝑰𝑵.

[0̶0̶2̶ HELENA. @FAILED002]

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𝐥𝐞𝐬𝐬𝐨𝐧𝐬 𝐰𝐞𝐫𝐞 𝐥𝐞𝐚𝐫𝐧𝐞𝐝.

[0̶0̶2̶ HELENA. @FAILED002]

// i miss u guys... i don't think i have all of you on disc... ���

[0̶0̶2̶ HELENA. @FAILED002]

// haven't watched it yet aaaa i hope i can get active on here again

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hovers.

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lurks.

with a cup of coffee.

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i'm cold. 😞

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// i miss helena but i've been so tired 😞

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ugh, tired. 🫧🫧

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@BL0NDESHELL

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still trying to just... find my place, i guess.

[𝚃𝙷𝙴 𝙶𝙾𝙾𝙳 𝙳𝙾𝙲𝚃𝙾𝚁 @D0N0H8RM]

I can’t blame you.

[0̶0̶2̶ HELENA. @FAILED002]

just... lurking, i guess. i never really left.

[𝚃𝙷𝙴 𝙶𝙾𝙾𝙳 𝙳𝙾𝙲𝚃𝙾𝚁 @D0N0H8RM]

Helena! Where you been?

[0̶0̶2̶ HELENA. @FAILED002]

🙋🏼‍♀️

[𝚃𝙷𝙴 𝙶𝙾𝙾𝙳 𝙳𝙾𝙲𝚃𝙾𝚁 @D0N0H8RM]

Where is everyone…?

[0̶0̶2̶ HELENA. @FAILED002]

" i wish it were that easy... "

she slightly blinked. " — to new york? "

[𝑙𝑜𝑙𝑎 𝘩𝑜𝑝𝑝𝑒𝑟. @BL0NDESHELL]

"mm ... i get what you mean. even though this place is home, it doesn't feel right a lot of the time. kinda the perks of travelling ... no need to find the place, just enjoy it."

her head tilts.

"you wanna come with me, next time...?"

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// dbd for helena would be so cruel

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" that's sounds so exciting...! i'm so happy for you. " this smile is genuine. but it fades a bit.

" i've just been... trying to find my place, i guess. which is... which isn't easy. "

[𝑙𝑜𝑙𝑎 𝘩𝑜𝑝𝑝𝑒𝑟. @BL0NDESHELL]

a scrunch of the nose. fuck. she knew how to play lola at her game... lola can't not answer a question! it's impolite!

"been in new york, recording music 'n' filming stuff ... answer mine...? please...?"

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what's better than an answer... a question.

" what have you been up to, busy bee? "

[𝑙𝑜𝑙𝑎 𝘩𝑜𝑝𝑝𝑒𝑟. @BL0NDESHELL]

as always, lola could clock onto a tight smile instantly. head tilts.

"what's up, buttercup?"

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" i think we all are. " her smile is a little tight.

" thank you. you're looking so pretty, too... "

[𝑙𝑜𝑙𝑎 𝘩𝑜𝑝𝑝𝑒𝑟. @BL0NDESHELL]

a nod of her head, tilting her head back to properly look at her.

"i'm good... i'm getting there... and how are you? your hair looks so nice!"

[0̶0̶2̶ HELENA. @FAILED002]

slightly overwhelmed—but gives her a few pats on her back.

" i... i missed you, too. how are you? "

[𝑙𝑜𝑙𝑎 𝘩𝑜𝑝𝑝𝑒𝑟. @BL0NDESHELL]

she's immediately running over, basically tackling helena in a tight embrace.

"aaaaah!!! i've missed you!!!"