I never felt lonely before i have friends, that or i never really noticed now idk how to talk to they i think i abandoned my best friend when they needed someone
i used to know someone who complained about being lonely, but never wanted to hang out or do anything
at the time that confused and annoyed me
but right now i am cripplingly lonely
do i want to be? no
am i going to do anything about it? also no
i get it now, its scary